Tipsy! Spock

This title has absolutely nothing to do with its content.

Oh! But Tipsy! Spock is reeeeeeally adorable (and popular fandom kink, I saw 5 fic about this yesterday).

...Alright, maybe a little. However it is a pure boring personal afterthought concerning general positive attitude toward drinking alcohol. Just like our Mr. Spock would logically point out, " consuming intoxicated substance which no doubt detrimental to one's health, still human taking pleasure in it...most illogical".

Well, I agree. For me wine or beer is just a kind of unpleasant flavor beverage, it tastes sour or bitter and got load of calories which make you fat. And it is so expensive that I'd rather buy pearl milk tea which is cheaper and taste better. There are lots of different and delicious non-alcohol drinks in Taiwan, and I see no reason why I have to choose alcohol. Moreover, I don't need it to make me "high" or look mature.

But I understand why people enjoy alcohol, and I accept drink when some occasions require it.

What bother me is that I feel uncomfortable and unacceptable to indulge myself to be tipsy, even around close friends. Insecurity, I assumed is my problem, which make me prefer being sober while enjoying others' silly words and funny behaviors. Though sometimes I cannot enjoy the drunken show for others would start to talk me into drinking once they found out I stay awake. That's the moment that I would feel most uncomfortable, being surrounded by drunken people who want to turn me into one of them. Sounds like a zombie movie.

Such incident took place once in Italy; the other time was a couple of days ago. I just cannot bring myself to try it, I hate losing myself, especially in front of people.

In fact, I got nothing to worry about... for I always fall asleep before I lose myself.