Hard to read

Damn, not only Spock is an enigma, but HE is harder to read.

Perhaps it is because I tend to shun (a lot)while he likes to play games (which means being manipulative).

Therefore in the end, even after 1 year, we seem to completely fail to understand one another.

And I'm already getting tired of that place and people and everything. Is it some kinds of crazy curse cycle? Why am I always pushing friends away when they started to know more about me?

Especially when there were male "good friends" involved. Crist, I really hate these god damn complexes.