I can sense it.
That's the reason why I told you never get close to them again, ever. You see, you begin to feel it too. You want to, desperately want to get close to him (or them) again. And soon, very soon, you'll get hurt again. Because you just want their love/friendship so much, you'll give everything up to win their accompany. In the end, what you get will be endless disappointments. Then despair.
It will surely kill me this time.
A circle. I do not wish to repeat it again, but fate seems enjoy screwing me.
And today I already felt tired of PB, I thought I've found a new toy and good distraction, that's too bad. My mood seems to decide that he is too immature and unstable to my liking, and decided that we shall dislike him afterwards, well, after get the notebook back anyway.
I get tired of people easily.
I'm an irresponsible person who cannot sustain a lasting relationship with friends, families and lovers. Irritated by those who tired to get close to me. Hate those people who once I've been fond of.
To conclude, I am an asshole and don't deserve being love.
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